Gloomy ~ And my WishES ---

Am i choose the right decision??? There are a lot of matter/problem to think of... Maybe this Ox year will be more hard to pass than last year.. A lot of problem need to face by myself, no one that I can talk to or share with... Sometimes will feels that I was alone, and will think of negative decision... and choose for give up... I will think to find a friend to talks, but when I press my phone contact.. and do not know who I can share with... (so sad) But luckily I got my dearest family... They never give up me ... I am just finish my last paper "Corporate Governance" on 16Th of Jan 2009.. My result haven't release yet... maybe got to wait till end of this month or Begin of March... and this is my First wishes that I hope I can pass my paper... My second wishes is I can successfully get approve of Korjadi Loan... cause I had apply for LJMU this year.. and without spending my parents hardly earned money... although it's need to use a lot of $$$... so, now I should SAVE! SAVE! SAVE! Furthermore, of course " LJMU " la... My mum and sister was support me... but my Dad... I hope, after I tell him(Dad) he will support my decision, and won't against me.. Dad, I hope You can give me this opportunity to go there... to know about the culture peoples living there... Lastly,my Career, is matter after I came back here... hope I can find a good jobs.. If all this wishes can be achieve... then maybe there will no more gloomy for me... However,There was No Fee Lunch In the world... Once you have receive something, You have to give something back to it..... Hopes my family and friends live with healthiness... god bless!